jinx?,
Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 12:04 AM
why is everything bad happening to me right now?
why must it be this year?
i thought 2009 is gonna be great.
i didnt expect this. not at all.
one problem after another.
i am not prepared for this.
Firstly, i've lost a confidante.
the one who listens to my problems,happiness,sorrows every night.
but now i feel so lost.
dont know who to turn to everynight.
ku tk akan pernah berpaling darimu, walau kini kau jauh dari ku.secondly, had a big fight with dad.
after so long, it happened again.
i didnt mean to be rude but...
*sigh*
i really regret what i said to him just now..
='(
usually after i quarrel with dad, i would call 'the confidante'..
pour out my feelings.. crying non stop and 'the confidante' will console me.
but now?
not only my nights but even my days are filled with tears.
tears accompanying me wherever i go..
my 2009 isn't what i expect it to be.
problems after problems after problems.