don't stop, make it pop

flashbacks.,

Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 5:24 PM

I was walking all alone at the void deck of Blk 74 Marine Parade Rd just now..
As i was walking, i suddenly stopped, and look at the road on my left.
I just stood still and closed my eyes..
flashback of the accident came into my mind..
tears started trickling down..
I sat at the bench.
the bench where you also sat, and when the paramedic cut your berms to see your wound.
I looked at the carpark.
That was where the ambulance was parked.
when you were pushed into the ambulance and i was struggling to climb into the ambulance because my back was totally in pain.

I couldnt sit there any longer.
I quickly walked away because being there, really breaks my heart.

i walked furthur down..
Saw the exercise corner.
And again i stood there, looking at the empty bench.
That empty bench; we used to sit there and smoke a cigg or two before proceeding to the bustop.

By that time, tears were already flowing non-stop.
I walked away again because being there, really breaks my heart.

wherever i go, i am always reminded of you.
because you were always accompanying me.

like where i am now..
you used to sit beside me while i do my work..

but now, here i am all alone..
wishing you were here..
wishing you would accompany me like you used to..

everynight, before i go to sleep, i always pray..
pray for your safety.. whenever you're on the road..
pray that you're doing well..
pray that you're happy..
and most importantly, pray that we could go back in time.
and i pray hoping that He will answer my prayers.